Getting Life lived...

Last day of the Month and thank the Good Lord, It is a friday!!!

So ever since I remember me as a person, I have always had this facination with people and how the whole world would be a better place if we all just get along and just hold hands, help each other and dance and sing in the rain...yes...I was *ahem...* extremely obsessively naive. Despite it all, that just fought to grow up with me and here I am today (by the way blame it on my mama!!) still believing that somewhere, somehow I am Powerpuff girl to once again save the day!!!

Well one faithfull day I came to face my greatest enemy....lack of consideration. It was a great battle, I never thought for one moment to surrender, but end of story Big slap in the face, a few tears there and here...waow! Even from people I knew you knew were always going to be there....Guess what, three snaps down and up....B****es are gooooooooooooooooooooooooneeeeeeeee!! Yes people forget easily...very easily. It is like we do good to them and then flash them with that MIB wash memory flash machine thingy....

I wish i had that...damn!

I mean seriously, am I the only one or are there more people out there who feel the same way!! I am not an hypocrite, we all say do good and ask nothing in return, well bros and hoes. Nothing come for free, I just need a little respect and a Hi from time to time...too much to ask?? did that cut off your finger??

So I came here to day to tell everyone, be nice but mind your own life and make sure you prosper and conquer on your own...At the end of the day, you were born alone and you will die alone, noone dies hand in hand...unless you are one of the actors of the Note Book....and YES that movie is awesome....*sniff sniff*. Just like me we should not be spending time worrying too much about other, but remember you and those who care for you!! Life should not be spent trying to figure out why the hell that asshole forgot who and what you looked like!!!

And yes today's short blog is dedicated to my sordid life of giving too much and still stepping on dog shit! Guess we just got to live and learn....accept people the way they are, don't be like me - you will not manage hehheheheh- jokes aside. Had a bad month, but a good month to list down those revolution only a couple of days away till Doom year...and yes I believe that movie - YOU SHOULD TOO...TEREREREEEEEEEEEEEEEN

Life is made to be lived and I am done crying for those who do not remember me...Like I always say...on posts:

Live life to the fullest...

Loving Peacefully

Shipping the Friends and Relations

Dear All,

Started the week like this...Happy bday to my ever adolescent brother...16 years!!! eish and then had one weird sunday.

Night of revelations on my relations. This is the story of a friend of mine who always wondered why all of her friends ended up just hanging and banging...(not like that) with just the friends of their private friend. I mean why do you just ditch the girls night outs or the boys and girl night outs, or chilling and running around with your own set of paranormal people?? It made no sense to me ...I mean her..untill revelation night.

When under the watchfull and judging eyes of the "perfect" women, she was put under the microscope for not being submissive to her all private friend, and not bowing down to him and talking with your head down...comments up and down, on how her struggle for independence is nothing but a little idea of educated women was nothing but peanut butter. So there she was feeling judged by the friends of the other...
Like seriously, women in love, is a sad sight, I mean we all love but HELL NO!!! I am not going to feed you when just like me you are able to two step to get your own damn food.....I mean her! her ! and her! and you mother taught you that you should pray before you get that handful of goodies in your mouth...and also that you are grown enough to put food on your plate....

So brothers and sister I need to understand, is it really that you will always love that submissive lady, or you enjoy the fact that you got a slave under the sleeve whenever you walk around the streets? Does it make you feel better that, she will be your mother? I mean are you looking for a shadow or a partner...sincerely? Do you want a daughter or a lover? Dayum....Frustatioooooooooooooon

But revelation night was good for this...ever since I got back, there have been old friends, and then a private friend, who has now circled me-(hheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer) and result was that she has no friends, but just like the others who she has hated on, she has and lives with the friends of others, who scrutinize you and judge you under their smiley looks, and hence a certain good friend feels the need to control what you do? permission to live has now been handed over to the other half!!!
But due to circumstances, I do not know where I stand, my goals have now been set to other sights, took two steps back and even further...

A new adventure has been designed, and on to find some of her own. Since mine are enjoying life in Kenya, and my return ticket has somehow disappeared, my dear friend can only stay here and live on this on going life...

I guess this is just to say that I miss my friends A lot...sniff sniff
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Peace and Evol (seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!)