So I have been lost, notice my blog has only like 3 followers....I am sure I do not only have three friends inhere? Hey you do the right thing and read...it is good for your soul.
Well coming back to my ended dilemma, here I am in South Africa. Starting all over again, not hoping for sparkling waters nor wines. I wake up each day, hoping that I will get through the day with a good impression....Another internship...
I think no more of whether it was wise to leave a secure job to search for new endeavours...All my parents, uncles and aunties, called it a calculated risk. "you are still young"'s were the plate of the day...I no longer feel as young as I used to though.
Looking back at my life I miss the days were you could just shit and they would clean you up...sorry for the word.
I miss the days when I had exams, the most exciting days of my life...I miss the days when along with friends we counted cents to get a plate of chips, a bottle or anything as a matter of fact, I miss those days.
I was not born to stagnate...to stay put in one place....I feel tired and fatigued but it is a need to be lived...I constantly need out of the trouble times, the same old things...I like to re-adapt.
I like to feel indifferent...i feel indifferen to this life. Not scared of anything...perhaps the worst feeling...I am just alive but not living..
Today ends to welcome tomorrow beginnings
Be back with more, more often
Peaces and loves
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